Empty

Do you ever get the feeling of just being completely filled but at the same time feel so empty. With in only a few months, there isn't much holding me to my old life. Not many connections, lost friendships, missed experiences, and just time. I like at my future, it just has a blip of my old life in there. I feel like moving back to Michigan and working to pay off some of my loans but then I feel like going to Africa for at least 6 months then moving to the east coast and starting a business. Its almost like Michigan is disappearing, its only a thing of the past, memories and events but nothing more. Within 22 months I will have my bachelors and be an adult and be off in the real world, paying off loans, owning a business, being engaged/married or just single; I don't know... But I no longer have my "youth" with me, yes I'm still young and have so much to learn and do but at the same time I cant just run of and go play and do nothing, I now already have 10k in loans, its insane, I now have to work that off, have to pay for housing, food, gas, repairs, school, clothing, doctors, and more.
I feel so fulfilled with where I'm at in life. But empty because I'm losing a part of my life in away.

just an update

i plain on updating alot more often with things in my life. dont worry im still hear.
im watching fight club right now too