time

I have 10 days. I have my computer, a tv, movies, and books. I sit here in and out of reality. Even now Im not sure what time/day/location it is. Not to say I dont know these things, but more or less that I forget them. I fall asleep and wake up in a new world. I dont know whats going on. Im locked in this basement in pain and lonely. I hurt from not doing anything. But I also realize in the next few days I will be feeling better, enough to stay awake for a while and read, watch a full movie, or even write. Ive been sitting here almost falling asleep while typing this. The only thing that is keeping me awake is my loud music, and that only works so long. I miss my friends. I miss being able to do things. Im done with school, I really need to get a job, but cant yet bc Im laid up. I want to visit people, but cant bc Im stuck to a couch. My life is wonderful, Sara came over yesterday and took care of me and today she got me dinner and stuff. Levi Knoll made a big pot of soup for me (chicken and rice, so good) and today he stops by and drops off a bunch of his dvds for me to watch. Matt Bedwin stopped in and said hi too. Im not begging for more visitors but do wish to see more of my friends. Im done now, Im almost asleep. Untill next post, keep your stick on the ice.