time is short

i planned on doing alot of things before summers end. i wanted to achieve so much before i left this state. but i look back and achieved nothing. i wanted to do so well in showing love, in learning, in earning money, in friendships and getting closer to God. as i look back i've done nothing like that, its not at all better. i keep being selfish, losing track of time, not making enough and not being able to get closer. people say its so much harder in college, but im thinking different, i believe i have to many distractions here, i have no space to grow, no rooms to build in, and well again distrations. even as i sit here typing family guy, checking myspace, editing a stupid photo all pulls me away from getting closer to God, getting a higher education, helping others and reaching out. i really think being at school will help.

this is also a update, i will be starting to update more often once i get to school. i plan on leaving for full sail sept 5/6th and taking a small vacation/trip on the way there. i have all the money (for school) i need and should have the apartment set up in the next week. thanks to all for the support and prayers. keep praying for me, i will be heading down alone because adam couldnt make it this time, but he hopes to go later this year. i will be posting my address and number once i get down there and am settled.
i will miss you all.
~mike