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struggle part 2

so it wasn't a couple of weeks, more like a few months but oh well. struggle part 2. struggles are an up and down thing, the moment that i think i'm over one another comes up. sometimes it seems that they mask each other, they are there all along. sometimes i feel its better to deal with only that one problem and not all of them at once but when i look back, they all stem from a similar major problem. sometimes i wish a sheet of paper was delivered at my front door and would say, this is your problem "...(insert struggle)...", fix it right now. but that doesnt happen. they struggle surfaces, not on your weekend off, or the few hours of free time you have that day, the struggles comes up right as you head to class, or when a projects do, during work, or any combination of those. so again struggles will be there, will be part of your life, but they arent your life, they will help mold your life, help create your character, but dont let them be your character, when a struggle comes up, be open to it, talk to others about it, read about it, seek Gods voice in this. dont close yourself off, dont think you are less then any one else, dont become depressed of this, its a struggle, not you, so look at this and be like, awesome i get to rebuild myself to be better and stronger then i was before. just go out and live life and let struggle be just a struggle and nothing more.

1 comment:

Sara Dahms said...

sometimes it bothers me when you dont say much. But when i read things like your blog, or i bother you until you say something profound or challenging, i realize that i really should be happy you dont talk so much. Most people (including myself) use too many words, and most the time the excess words aren't God-pleasing. So by saying less, sir Michael Koert, you are really saying more, and for that I love you.